08.12.2008
Wednesday, December 10, 2008
today is the day is a unforgetable date for me. as my precious person was been hurt......
my heart just cant stop tearing in it..recently dun noe is i encounter too many thing or kai qiao le.. understood alot of meaning in life. this time i understood what is the meaning of watching my someone i treasure got hurt, and at the same time you will feel sad.
the whole day the thing i can do is to be there. felt so uselesss.......
there is nothing i can do,when i scold her, me heart get more pain... but i really dun wish to. it really hurt....
i had not been slping well, feel uneasy and worry.. been thinking ways to cheer her up, sqeeze my time to be there beside her. even thought sometime i dun noe what to say, but my heart told me i just dun wan her to be alone. however her face onli show sadness.. hai ''xin bin'' i guess onli ''xin yao'' can heal. just hope my accompany can make some diff...
sorry for not able to do anything.. beg for your forgiveness...